Years ago, when I was deeply and madly in love with Harry Potter I discovered the world of fan fiction, where people write stories based on known characters or people. I read a lot of them back then, and it gave me such joy to write some of my own!
And when I was active in J-pop idol group NEWS fandom, I started reading fics too about my favorite Japanese people, and to be honest, they were all Massu/Tegoshi because I was a hardcore biased fan to the pairs I love, and still am. And I also had a 80+ pages document of short Tegomass fics I have written myself which I accidentally shift+delete it while getting rid of my old school stuff, and I still cry over it till this day.
In this post I will recommend some of the Massu/Tegoshi fics that I found after years of reading them, also some Supernatural ones because that's the hole I'm in right now and I don't thing I'll be out. They're a mix between AU/Non AU and PG-13/PG-17
This a judgement-free zone. So if you're gonna judge my kinks and my taste, get out of here.
Tegomass:
Que Sera, Sera
Baby, You're A Classic
Tender Red (I cried at chapter 6. Yes I remember which chapter. That was the first time I cry reading a fic)
Family Portrait
Hope And Pain
Beautiful World
Supernatural:
Come For You
The Wound
The Darkest Hour
Did You Lock The Door When It Shut? Did You See The Knife When It Cut?
The Boys Who Didn't Fly
Devils In The Details
Supernatural RPF:
Threesome Verse
Crash Into Me
Slick
Happy Valentine's Day, Mr. Ackles
Straight To The Point
Whisky River, You're All I've Got
I DO have more faves, but because I'm an idiot I forget to save the links. I'll keep updating this post if I find anything I like.
Showing posts with label Supernatural. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Supernatural. Show all posts
Friday, 26 February 2016
Saturday, 10 October 2015
Supernatural Art Show
Supernatural fandom held an art show on October 3rd to give artists a chance to show their work that is related to the show, I said why not? So I decided to work on 3 different drawing related to Supernatural to present them on the show say, unfortunately I was only able to finish 2 (Still working on the 3rd till this day! I get busy okay) So here are my 2 little things I made..
Mr. Jensen Ackles, This is not the first time I ever drew him, but I think this is the closest to the real person I ever drew.
I spent so. much. time on this piece God only knows. I actually had to redraw it because the first one I drew and colored was a failure, so I made another one and decided to stick with black and white.
One more useless information: The black background? yeah I painted over this like 3 times till black pencil color was my ultimate savior.
Mr. Jared Padalecki. This cutie pie (as I called him every time I looked at the sketch) was very easy to draw compared to the beauty I did before him, but not the lips, no. This dude's little mouth took me forever and I have no idea why, but it came around.
Click here to my Deviant Art page that have both arts in bigger sizes. I would love to scan both drawings if anyone wanted them.
I will show the third one once I am done with it Inshallah.
Ciao
Mr. Jensen Ackles, This is not the first time I ever drew him, but I think this is the closest to the real person I ever drew.
I spent so. much. time on this piece God only knows. I actually had to redraw it because the first one I drew and colored was a failure, so I made another one and decided to stick with black and white.
One more useless information: The black background? yeah I painted over this like 3 times till black pencil color was my ultimate savior.
Mr. Jared Padalecki. This cutie pie (as I called him every time I looked at the sketch) was very easy to draw compared to the beauty I did before him, but not the lips, no. This dude's little mouth took me forever and I have no idea why, but it came around.
Click here to my Deviant Art page that have both arts in bigger sizes. I would love to scan both drawings if anyone wanted them.
I will show the third one once I am done with it Inshallah.
Ciao
Thursday, 10 September 2015
I Made A Fanvid! Oh Yes It's Supernatural!
Hi!
So I decided to make a Supernatural fanvid of the most hurtful heart-breaking scene in the whole show. If you haven't reached 9x23 and are avoiding spoilers then don't continue reading and don't watch the video.
This is the point where you should stop reading because I'm about to spoil things more for you, even though you should've been waay waaaaay over that episode because we're starting S11 in a month.
Stop here I said.
You still haven't stopped yet? Not my business don't come crying to me saying I spoiled things for you!
Any ways.
Before posting the video, I'd like to say why this is the most heart-breaking episode ever. You see, there is only one episode in Supernatural that makes me cry every time I watch it, (no, not this, or the one where Sam died the first time, or when Dean gives a speech over his dead body, or any of the countless times Dean died..) It's "Abandon All Hope..." where Ellen and Jo die..
Why am I telling you that? So irrelevant.
This episode though, the S09 finale, I think it's the most heart-wrecking death of Dean from all the series.
S03 finale hurt real bad, I don't even have the stomach to watch that shit again! But this one..
Because of everything that happened between the brothers throughout the whole season, from how it started off with Sam in the hospital, to Sam almost giving up but staying for his brother, to Dean having to lie to Sam about the angel, to how Sam took it when Dean told him, to KEVIN (UUGGGHHHH KEVIN!) to Sam hating his brother for what he did and saying so many hurtful, awful, ugly things to him, making Dean go all 'screw it' and take the Mark of Cain, How Sam looked at his brother when he got the blade, how Dean looked at himself.. how things got too screwed up for him till he got to that point where he had no value to himself or his life or to whatever his brother thinks of him and what he thinks is right..
It's just a load of pain. Too much pain..
And then Dean was killed before Sam's eyes (again) and here where it really really hurts..
I seriously can't have this idea in my head without tearing up.
Dean was dying, and Sam was scared, even though he made it clear to Dean that he was okay with it, but I think, like they always say, that saying it is always easier than actually doing it. When Sam saw his brother he wasn't thinking of anything he said about, because all what's happening was 'Dean is dying Dean is dying dean is dying dean is dying oh no'
And then Dean tell him that line, that one stupid line, the 5 words that sends goosebumps all over my body EVERY. FUCKING. TIME
"I'm proud of us"
Then he dies. In his brother's arms.
And Sam realizes then, it hits him, that his brother died, and he should've seen it coming because of how big of a wreck Dean was this whole time but he was too angry to pretend to care, that his brother died thinking that he was okay with him dying, that he won't even waste any power to save him, that he hated him and didn't want to be his brother ever again..
As I see it, Sam wasn't crying because his brother died, he was crying because "I'm so sorry. I was an asshole. I'm too little too late to set things right between us"
And that's where my heart gives up, the apologetic, the sad, the regretful cry as he takes Dean to his chest..
Oh God Imma cry right now again..
This is my idea, maybe it's the intended, maybe my brain made it up, but it's really all I could see in that scene, and it's like it doesn't hurt more than anything else.
So here's my fanvid, my first ever fanvid. I spent almost 4 days doing it, but I really enjoyed the process, and that song is my new jam..
Please comment on the video link or down here and let me know what you think :3
And I repeat here, all credits go to Letts for the song, Erik Kripke and the CW for the every clip and character in that video.
Ciao!
So I decided to make a Supernatural fanvid of the most hurtful heart-breaking scene in the whole show. If you haven't reached 9x23 and are avoiding spoilers then don't continue reading and don't watch the video.
This is the point where you should stop reading because I'm about to spoil things more for you, even though you should've been waay waaaaay over that episode because we're starting S11 in a month.
Stop here I said.
You still haven't stopped yet? Not my business don't come crying to me saying I spoiled things for you!
Any ways.
Before posting the video, I'd like to say why this is the most heart-breaking episode ever. You see, there is only one episode in Supernatural that makes me cry every time I watch it, (no, not this, or the one where Sam died the first time, or when Dean gives a speech over his dead body, or any of the countless times Dean died..) It's "Abandon All Hope..." where Ellen and Jo die..
Why am I telling you that? So irrelevant.
This episode though, the S09 finale, I think it's the most heart-wrecking death of Dean from all the series.
S03 finale hurt real bad, I don't even have the stomach to watch that shit again! But this one..
Because of everything that happened between the brothers throughout the whole season, from how it started off with Sam in the hospital, to Sam almost giving up but staying for his brother, to Dean having to lie to Sam about the angel, to how Sam took it when Dean told him, to KEVIN (UUGGGHHHH KEVIN!) to Sam hating his brother for what he did and saying so many hurtful, awful, ugly things to him, making Dean go all 'screw it' and take the Mark of Cain, How Sam looked at his brother when he got the blade, how Dean looked at himself.. how things got too screwed up for him till he got to that point where he had no value to himself or his life or to whatever his brother thinks of him and what he thinks is right..
It's just a load of pain. Too much pain..
And then Dean was killed before Sam's eyes (again) and here where it really really hurts..
I seriously can't have this idea in my head without tearing up.
Dean was dying, and Sam was scared, even though he made it clear to Dean that he was okay with it, but I think, like they always say, that saying it is always easier than actually doing it. When Sam saw his brother he wasn't thinking of anything he said about, because all what's happening was 'Dean is dying Dean is dying dean is dying dean is dying oh no'
And then Dean tell him that line, that one stupid line, the 5 words that sends goosebumps all over my body EVERY. FUCKING. TIME
"I'm proud of us"
Then he dies. In his brother's arms.
And Sam realizes then, it hits him, that his brother died, and he should've seen it coming because of how big of a wreck Dean was this whole time but he was too angry to pretend to care, that his brother died thinking that he was okay with him dying, that he won't even waste any power to save him, that he hated him and didn't want to be his brother ever again..
As I see it, Sam wasn't crying because his brother died, he was crying because "I'm so sorry. I was an asshole. I'm too little too late to set things right between us"
And that's where my heart gives up, the apologetic, the sad, the regretful cry as he takes Dean to his chest..
Oh God Imma cry right now again..
This is my idea, maybe it's the intended, maybe my brain made it up, but it's really all I could see in that scene, and it's like it doesn't hurt more than anything else.
So here's my fanvid, my first ever fanvid. I spent almost 4 days doing it, but I really enjoyed the process, and that song is my new jam..
Please comment on the video link or down here and let me know what you think :3
And I repeat here, all credits go to Letts for the song, Erik Kripke and the CW for the every clip and character in that video.
Ciao!
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